hey,guys i just another emotion i need to speak up. i just don't think i should or i could hold any longer
i feel urgent to write because at 2 july 2011 i cann't to sleep, i think this is a symptom insomnia, maybe this will happen forever or to alter sleep patterns,
okay,this is very extremely difficult to change something if it does not get a clue something ( to say something different feeling or energy in form goodness)
since my formstring account didn't really work out for me , i have got this list of questions i keep asking myself
1. did you miss things?do you miss things?will you miss things
hell i know i did miss some things. i missed the session where people were learning how to deal with changes. i have never had much acknowledge of the term ‘change’. it’s just a word, with no useful meaning for me. now, the word keeps spinning on my head for weeks. i couldn’t deal verywell with this. how i don’t have nowhere i call home to go home, whenever i felt down, whenever i had a bad day,, whenever i had a broken heart, whenever i had friends being different than what i expected, i have nowhere else i could hang in for a sec, i have no one to accept whoever i am, whatever i am doing, i don’t have no home no more. this 1000 kilometres is killing me. home is nowhere in sight.
i miss the way i used to be. happy and lovely. i dont do loving no more. i dont love EVERYTHING as i did before. i used to love every single thing i met the whole day, from the very first particle of lights that i see as i open my eyes, until the very bad ending of a day, i used to embrace every single thing, and now i just dont do that anymore.
and yess, i will miss more things if i didnt do anything.
so this is me, trying t find out what’s wrong, and gonna be back here soon, on the right track, a little bit late maybe. but still i am gonna run for anything God was expecting from me. i gotta do this, so i could CHANGE the my sleep patterns.
i feel urgent to write because at 2 july 2011 i cann't to sleep, i think this is a symptom insomnia, maybe this will happen forever or to alter sleep patterns,
okay,this is very extremely difficult to change something if it does not get a clue something ( to say something different feeling or energy in form goodness)
since my formstring account didn't really work out for me , i have got this list of questions i keep asking myself
1. did you miss things?do you miss things?will you miss things
hell i know i did miss some things. i missed the session where people were learning how to deal with changes. i have never had much acknowledge of the term ‘change’. it’s just a word, with no useful meaning for me. now, the word keeps spinning on my head for weeks. i couldn’t deal verywell with this. how i don’t have nowhere i call home to go home, whenever i felt down, whenever i had a bad day,, whenever i had a broken heart, whenever i had friends being different than what i expected, i have nowhere else i could hang in for a sec, i have no one to accept whoever i am, whatever i am doing, i don’t have no home no more. this 1000 kilometres is killing me. home is nowhere in sight.
i miss the way i used to be. happy and lovely. i dont do loving no more. i dont love EVERYTHING as i did before. i used to love every single thing i met the whole day, from the very first particle of lights that i see as i open my eyes, until the very bad ending of a day, i used to embrace every single thing, and now i just dont do that anymore.
and yess, i will miss more things if i didnt do anything.
so this is me, trying t find out what’s wrong, and gonna be back here soon, on the right track, a little bit late maybe. but still i am gonna run for anything God was expecting from me. i gotta do this, so i could CHANGE the my sleep patterns.
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